Well, about weapons, I did not chose the words correctly. I wrote "I feel", but it is a logical conclusion -- people are behaving like animals, so I should get a weapon. What I actually feel is that I should stick to my principles, which is to try to lead a civilized life. I do not condemn the ones who choose to have a weapon, but I rather live on a unarmed society, so I´ll stick by that as long as can. Yes, I hope I am not proven wrong -- and depending on what happens I could change my mind -- that is, if I see that the chances are piling up against me. But I appreciate your concern. (For now my two nunchakus seem to be enough).
About faith, again I appreciate your effort -- specially your usual honesty about all subjects, but this is the kind of discussion which I think is too personal, too subjective to have on the internet. That´s the kind of thing I only feel comfortable discussing with people I personally know for years.